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I Do not purpose to more than briefly allude to my town career. My limits compel me to hasten on to those great events which immediately concern my story.

It was but one step from the Train into the heart of the great city-but that one step was over a gulf. It cut my life in two. Behind was boyhood, happiness, love, dreams, ambition, virtue-before, what? Answer, ye disappointed legions!

It was very different from what I had dreamed, this advent into the city. Where was the quick blood, the high hope, the eager pant, the proud strength? In their stead, O miserable heart of man! was bitterness, remorse, fury, and misanthropy-that passion so often affected by youth, but so truly terrible when really possessed by them.

But I tightly grasped my MS., and through all the clouds that dampened and enshrouded my spirit, the old eager longing for fame and greatness would at moments flash up. A very little experience, however, almost entirely extinguished it. The publishers laughed at my book. They would not touch it. They told me confidentially that they had barrels of such stuff; that novels were a glut; that everybody had taken to writing novels (if 1 had only been born twenty years before); that not one book out of ten paid expenses; that the trade was done up; etc., etc., etc.

I tried them all. Not one would listen to me. I began to comprehend some of the difficulties of the "trade" (as my father would call the profession), and to see that it was no "primrose path of dalliance" I was proposing to tread, but a hard, rough road; that success could only reward huge exertion; that I, and others like me, sitting down in the quiet of our homes to indite our pretty sentiments and prank out our bookish conceits, with an experience of life and the world bounded by the view from our parlor windows, and a knowledge of the requirements of the art perfectly infinitesimal-might as well think of flying to the moon as achieving success.

One old gentleman took me by the button-hole, after turning over the pages of my MS. for ten or fifteen minutes, and said: "Burn it, young man. It has served its purpose in exercising your strength-let it go. It would ruin you if it were published. Forget it. Study, observe, mature, fuse your elements of thought and your acquisitions of observation; take time, and plumb human nature, and plumb the art-then, if you have genius, judgment, and tact, you may succeed."

May succeed, after all that! I rushed to my lodgings and crammed the MS. into the depths of my trunk, and swore it should rot there.

But I needed employment, and was not ready yet to forego my hope of literary fame-now rendered, however, a distant eventuality. I had seen the advertisement of a weekly literary paper, in a number of which a series of engravings had pictorially illus trated the whole process of getting up so huge an affair as a weekly newspaper. Among these illustrations was one which gave an interior view of that mystery of mysteries-an editor's sanctum sanctorum. It was a large room, with windows from floor to ceiling, heavily curtained; splendid chandeliers hung pendant from the ceiling, over elegantly carved tables covered with books and papers; around each table (three in number) were grouped half a dozen gentlemen in perfect toilettes, profoundly absorbed in writing and reading (the shears were not introduced); pictures hung from the walls; the floors were richly carpeted; people were flowing in and out of the open door-in brief, it was a busy, animated, elegant scene.

At first, I was appalled by so much splendor, but after a little hesitation, I determined to make an effort to be enrolled in so desirable an editorial corps.

I went to the street and number indicated. To my surprise, I found the building a low, shabby, tottering affair. Can it be possible, thought I, that such elegant offices exist in this broken-down structure?

I ascended the creaking, dusty, rotten stairs, but when I reached the head of the first flight, a scene of so much squalor, dirt, and rubbish presented itself, that I turned back and went down again, convinced that I had mistaken the building. No, I was right—and there was nothing to do but go up again. Groping my way through a narrow passage, with walls black and smoky, with occasional eruptions of the brown mortar, and a window at the end with every pane an old newspaper, I came to a door, and, by the dim light, succeeded in spelling out upon a tin sign the name of the paper, the mystic inner-temple of which I was seeking. 1 opened the door, and hesitatingly entered.

Look upon this picture, and upon this! Hamlet's remark so forced itself upon me, and I was so confused with the contrast between fact and fancy which the scene before me afforded, that I could scarcely speak.

It was a room about ten by twelve. It contained a table, heaped up with broken envelopes, papers, torn and tattered manuscripts, sand, wafers, veteran pens

In fact, a medley, with confusion rampant. A great pile of newspapers was thrown up in one corner. Two windows, plentifully cob-webbed, admitted a yellow ight. The floor was greasy and unswept. At one end was a counter, with a boy behind it, folding papers damp from the press. He was rags, cap-à-pie. He was jacketless, and his shirt was only a shirt by the largest poetical license—in fact, an aggregation of rags and dirt!

desire for a reconciliation. But vain, proud, conceited, I was idiot enough to secretly look for her to extend me the olive leaf. I confidently expected an explanation by which I might gracefully descend from my high and aggrieved position, and take her into my confidence and love again! I dreamed it all out, and the stormy passions that first possessed me, gradually grew calm under the soothing influence of these expectations. I had quarrelled in true lover's fashion, jealously, arrogantly, exactingly, conceitedly, and now expected to

An unwholesome-complexioned fellow sat at the table, writing with a worn quill pen on long, yellow slips of paper. He looked melancholy and decayed-in | get back again in true lover's fashion-a flood of tears, keeping with his surroundings.

The first astonishment at this scene was succeeded by an irresistible desire to laugh, but I smothered the inclination behind my handkerchief.

The simple-hearted fellows who wrote the Arabian Nights, are supposed to have possessed imagination. What a delusion! What was their puny invention to that of a modern advertiser ?

a kiss, and all right again. I was tremendously mistaken. Grace was not the woman to surrender herself to the ebb and flow of my caprices. I was to learn that only remorse and contrition on my part could bring back peace again.

In this story the reader has discovered long since that I am no hero-and that I am not painting myself as one. I make a free breast of all my follies-huge as

I stated my business to the unwholesome-complex- they were. ioned gentleman in waiting. He received it with vast condescension. He had lots of such offers; but what could I do?

Nothing definite resulted from this interview, but one was appointed for the morrow-and I managed to find a small circumstance or two on which to hang my hopes. After half-a-dozen conferences, a bargain was closed, by which I was employed as paragraphist, advertisement inventor, manuscript-reader, and to do all sorts of hack-work-at a price which I don't mean to confess.

And this was my literary advent. I soliloquized my old, grand dreams thus: How are the mighty fallen!

Two weeks utterly disgusted me, and I threw up my situation, with all its emoluments, privileges, and immunities. I tried other literary situations, with equal success and corresponding disgust. I published some stories which nobody took any notice of; some witticisms which I had to explain; some poetry which I was accused of stealing. At the same time, another kind of literature I was publishing, was copied and recopied conspicuously into every paper, and read by tens of thousands-in the shape of advertisements!

I began to look around for another profession-and, as if my father guessed the state of my affairs, a postcript in one of his letters timely suggested that if tired of literature, he would give me a letter of introduction to an eminent lawyer, in whose office I could be entered as a student, if I desired it. Gulping down my pride, I wrote back, and said I did desire it-and six days therefrom saw me immersed in Blackstone.

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But, I confess that through my armor of vanity and stubbornness, I did feel remorse and pain. I had rejected Grace's offer of amity in the forest on that last frantic ride to the Train. Had I not seen her then, and had I brought away with me the clear, simple recollection of the scene beneath the oak-Harold in her arms, and his fingers toying with her locks. - there would have been apparent justification for my jealousy and rage. But as it was, in rational moments I upbraided myself for the insane bitterness and obstinacy with which I had conducted that interview. how madly and blindly I had thrown away my happiness. There were moments when I was ready to tear myself; when I heaped imprecations upon myself, when I set up my folly as a thing apart, and reviled at it with bitter fury and passionate scorn.

I felt

With such shifting emotions, with clouds for ever trailing over the sky, lightening and deepening from no adequate cause, months passed away. Letters came frequently from my father and from Imy-but never a word or allusion to Grace.

My father's letters spoke often of Harold and his father. Harold's infirmity deepened every day, so the letters ran, and this sight was of such exquisite anguish to Mr. Clarefield, that it seriously affected his health. One letter closed in this wise: "I am alarmed on account of Mr. Clarefield's health. Our Northern autumn, I fear, does not agree with him, and his grief for poor Harold is so poignant, that these two things combine to undermine his constitution. He appears to me to be going into a rapid decline."

I recalled his hollow cheeks, which had struck me the first moment I beheld him; and also the paleness which rested upon his features the day of my departure.

Meanwhile, nothing from Grace-no word, no mention-nothing by which I might climb back to the old happiness. At the bottom of my heart, I do not be- Every letter now contained some allusion to his lieve that I doubted her. I had always a secret expect- health. It was, "Mr. Clarefield is unwell;" Mr. Clareation of an eventual understanding. I was enraged at field's health continues to grow worse;" "I grow more what I had seen-at times, darkly and furiously dispos- and more anxious about Mr. Clarefield;" "Doctor ed to believe her false but I must confess that as time Ellington privately informs me that Mr. Clarefield is in wore on, the secret consciousness of my own precipit- a rapid decline;" "Mr. Clarefield is not long for this ancy grew upon me, and I felt stronger and stronger the world." Then a letter from Imy, with this postcript;

"Then I will not," said I, and began to muse moodily.

"I cannot conceive anything more sad than to watch | any questions about it, Mark, for you know how hard Mr. Clarefield. He evidently feels that he can live but it is for me to keep a secret." a little while, and he will stand for hours, when he thinks he is unobserved, watching Harold with an expression of so much anguish and pain, that it makes me weep to see him." Then other letters from my father; "Mr. Clarefield has a violent cough, and has frequent hemorrhages;" "Mr. Clarefield will not live many weeks;" ;" "We are daily expecting a sad event;" "Mr. Clarefield is dying;" then the entrance into the office one morning of a telegraph boy (one of those ragged Mercuries who carry about with them life and death between greasy thumb and finger, casting a shadow into one circle, a sunbeam into another), and placed before me an ominous envelope. I tore it open:

"He is dead. Come."

I took the night train, and arrived at the station a little after midnight. I found a carriage waiting for me, and Imy bundled up in it, shivering in the cool October air, but patiently and determinedly retaining her place.

"I could not help coming down to meet you, Mark," said she, "for, how could I wait till morning to see you. Father, at first, wouldn't listen to it, but I coaxed him into another decision."

I jumped in by her side. Jack (our grey-headed Factotum), gathered up the reins, and off we started at a gallop.

I wound my arms around Imy's waist, and drawing her close, eagerly inquired the particulars of Mr. Clarefield's death.

"You have come too late," said she; "he was buried yesterday."

"So soon?"

"It was necessary on account of Harold, Mark. Oh, your heart will ache to see him. He became utterly uncontrollable after his father's death. The sight of the body made him so violent-moaning and raving by turns, at one moment weeping convulsively, at another in a perfect frenzy-that we were obliged, for his sake, to hasten the funeral."

"Alas, what will become of him now? His father was the only one who could soothe and quell his turbulent brain."

It was a crisp, cool night. The stars stood sharp in the sky, like diamonds. The forests, even by the starlight, showed faintly their varied hues; and the ground over which we rapidly spun, was strewn with ravaged autumn leaves. Presently we came in sight of the river. It ran darkly and noisily, swollen, as it appeared, by recent rains. Imy shivered as we came near it. "What is it, Imy ?" said I, "are you cold?" "No, but the river, Mark. You recollect its singular effect upon Harold. It fascinates him now, more than ever. He is frantic to be near it. And I am so weak, that I shudder whenever I look at it. It appears to me as if it in some way was interwoven with his fate."

I sought to divert her thoughts.

"How is Frank Bloomer, Imy?" She turned from me suddenly, but I caught her arms, and peered down into her face. Such a pout, and a blush, and a bright, lightning glance! Their two hearts, at least, knew no cloud nor storm.

We drove up to the house. There were lights in one of the lower rooms. As we dismounted, my father came to the door. He spoke a brief word, and led us in.

Harold was there, seated in a big chair, tossing and restless. His face was haggard, and his hair hung thick and wildly over his brow. His collar was loosened, and his white, thin throat was revealed.

A lady, dressed in deep black, was upon the floor at his side as I entered. She started up, quickly, as the door opened, and hastily retreated from the room by another way.

"Why does Grace leave us?" said my father.

"Grace! Grace !" exclaimed I, standing suddenly still, and staring around the room in utter astonishment and bewilderment. Harold caught the words and started up, fixing his sharp, keen eyes upon me.

"Why, it is Mark, Mark Harlow," exclaimed he, "come here, Mark."

I went up to him, and took his hand. It was very thin, and transparent. I looked into his face-into his

"The only one but Grace. Why, what's the matter, eyes, and, bending down, involuntary tears sprang up Mark?"

and fell upon his hands. Oh, what sadder sight could

I had started involuntarily, as if shot by a bolt. the world afford than this? Poor, poor Harold! So "Nothing, Imy. Go on."

"There is something you are to learn, Mark, about Grace and Harold, which is very strange, and which I am forbidden to tell you."

terribly doomed, so sinking beneath this dark calamity

his youth, his high soul, his fine nature, his many grand qualities of heart-blasted all by this strange, insidious poison! Terrible dispensation--calamity can take no shape, misfortune can come in no form, so utterly fearful and full of horror as this!

"He's dead, they say!" exclaimed Harold, after a moment's pause, while he watched my bowed emotion in silence, "and the river sings the louder for it. It runs over him-I know it does-so it will over me.

What could it all mean? Could it be within the wildest possibility that Grace was to become united to this madman? However fascinated by him at first, it would be worse than madness on her part to entertain any such idea, now, when his reason lay utterly shattered and dethroned. Then what could be this strange thing between them, of which Imy was forbidden | But I tell you, Mark, you were a foolish fellow when to speak?

"Forbidden to tell me, Imy? Why, that is singular." "Father is to explain it all to you. Don't ask me

you ran away. How like an angel, Mark! The brightest being-and she made me happy. Grace! Grace! Where is she?"

"In a moment, Harold," said my father, quietly. "She will come soon, won't she? I can't live without her, Mark. Father!, father! let me come, toodown with you beneath the river-down, down, down! Grace, why don't she come? Grace! Grace!"

conduct, you wounded cruelly the heart of a true girl; that you proved yourself unworthy her noble nature; that by mean suspicion you injured her in a way which no woman can forgive or forget, perhaps, sir, the painfulness of the discussion may prove an advantageous

"Let me withdraw, sir," said I to my father, "so medicine to your inconsiderate and overgrown egothat Grace may come to him."

"It is very late. We had better all separate. Harold will sleep soon, if quiet."

My father accompanied me to my room.

"Let me see you early in the morning, Mark. You have been rash and foolish—but let me see you very early. I have much to tell you."

"To night, sir ".

"Not to-night," and my father withdrew.

I flung myself upon the bed, but could not sleep. There was some perplexing mystery about matters here, which tormented me-into which I could get no clue. For hours I lay tossing upon the bed, trying in vain to solve it, or build up some satisfactory explanation of it, but turn it in what light I would, I could make nothing of it. There was but this to do-await until the morrow, with what patience I could.

tism."

I looked down upon the floor and did not speak. "That you had a right to an explanation as to the meaning of Grace's sudden-formed fondness for Haroldyou see I know all about it-I admit, and an explanation would have been afforded, had you exhibited a better spirit. Even as it is, it was only by my command that some one of the household did not send such an explanation after you to town. But I thought the lesson too important a one to be rendered ineffectual by too brief a punishment."

"This is very severe, sir."

"I am not disposed to be lenient, I confess. Be as severe as I can, it is impossible for you to experience the pangs you so recklessly inflicted."

"I have suffered much, I am sure"

"But you were guilty-and she, who was innocent, suffered the most, I'll be bound. But I have done with recrimination. have a strange story to unfold to you, Mark."

A cry, as of agony, from the direction of the river, startled us. My father paused, and turned with an

All feelings of jealousy were crushed out of me by Harold's deplorable state. Sympathy for him overruled every other feeling. And yet when I thought of Grace, kneeling at his side, fleeing at my approach-her name hanging so fondly upon his lips-a connexion between them, so evidently fond and endearing, what-anxious look towards the window. We listened breathever it was—and recalled what I was once to her, and she to me a cold sweat broke out upon my brow, and pangs sharp and keen pierced my heart.

lessly, without speaking or stirring for a moment, when the cry was repeated, this time fainter and more remote. I sprang to the window and threw it open. It

I dropped into slumber at last, and slept long into the looked out towards the river. Old Jack was staggering morning.

up the bank, speechless, and weak with terror, throwIt was so late when I descended from my room, that ing his arms wildly about in the air. His cheek was I was obliged to breakfast alone.

deadly pale, as I could see, even at the distance we were

"Where is Miss Ellington?" I asked of Jack, who apart. I turned from the window.

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I got up and went to the window. Down by the river bank was Harold and Imy together. There was a boat drawn up on the grass. Harold in a fitful, sportive vein, was attempting to push it into the stream.

I returned to the table, and after finishing my meal, went to find my father. He was in his library.

"Sit down, Mark," said he, "and tell me something about your town experiences."

"I would rather defer that subject, sir."

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"I came to converse with you upon the subject to darted rapidly to the stable. It did not take a minute which you alluded last night."

to clap the bridle upon True, and without saddle, I "Do you mean the cause of your sudden run to sprang upon her back, and in an instant was dashing at town?"

"Is that the subject, sir? If so, you will pardon me, if I say it is one too painful for me to discuss."

"And if I show you," said my father, turning to me sternly, "that by harsh, dishonorable, and unmanly

her utmost speed along the river bank. True knew the old familiar voice, and the old hand, and with a neigh of pleasure, stretched out in the finest style, thinking we were on one of those old mad scampers, which once were the delight of both of us.

I saw my father, as we dashed by the house, standing | reached it-grasped it with a desperate strength, and upon the sward with clasped hands, and his grey hair tossed in the wind-his pale lips muttering, as if in

prayer.

Away we went-but oh! how slow to my wish! Life might depend upon the delay of a second. In that frail boat, upon a river turbulent and swollen, with its strange power over Harold, what might not a wild moment effect? And those screams, too, gave a vague force to my terror-perhaps, great God! they might have been Imy's drowning cries!

On, on, on! How strange that I did not overtake them? The swift, arrowy current by my side answered the question. Suddenly, as following a bend of the river, they came in sight. The frail boat was dancing upon the foamy waves. Harold was standing erect, his head uncovered, his black locks floating like pendants in the breeze, his arms outstretched, and wild, frantic words came brokenly upon the air. Imy was crouching, terrified, in the bottom of the boat. Her arms were clasping his knees. She was desperately essaying to calm and soothe him, but the madness in him was rioting, and rising above control or guidance.

"What unspeakable folly," I cried, "could have tempted Imy into that boat with Harold!"

The boat was gliding swiftly over the current, but I gained upon it rapidly. Harold heard the approach. He turned suddenly towards me.

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drew it to my side. We were now all floating down the current together. With a strength almost supernatural, I bent down and dragged the body, heavy with saturated clothing, out from the water, and up, by desperate, frantic efforts, to my horse's neck. The rest was comparatively easy. Her wet head rested against my breast. My two arms wound about her, while my fingers were clutched in True's mane for support. The reins hung loosely over the horse's neck, but I succeeded in turning her head to the shore.

At this juncture, two horse.nen came galloping along the river bank. They were my father and Frank Bloomer. Frank, with a cry, half of terror, half of joy, plunged into the stream. He aided me with my precious burden to the shore.

Stretched upon the grass, we kneeling at her side, chafing her flesh, with mingled hope and dead, benumbing fear, with prayers and tears, and pale cheeks, and eager eyes, we watched the still, breathless body. At last, as the dawn breaks upon the lost, storm-beaten wanderer, came flushes and faint touches of life! Oh, moment of inexpressible and immeasurable happiness! But Harold never rose to the surface!

The river was upon his breast. Its melody was in his ear. Beneath its heaven-mirrored surface, his poor, sad heart lay calm and at peace. So he had dreamed. So his mind, a shattered diamond, had caught strange

"Harold! Harold!" I cried out wildly, "in to shore! prophetic glimmers. in to shore!"

He laughed a long, unnatural laugh, and threw up his arms.

"No, no, the river-the river!" he shouted. "Oh! it is life and peace. I have it now. It is mine!"

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Imy saw me, and clasped her hands imploringly. Harold gave another laugh, and suddenly, even looked upon them, the boat careened by Harold's weight carelessly thrown to its side. Imy shrieked. I held my breath, while my heart fairly stood still-and then, into the rapid, dark current they both were plunged.

"On, True, on!" I shouted, and in another moment was opposite the spot where they had sunk. Nothing of them! The boat floated bottom upward. The waves glanced in the sun-light. All was still-so terribly still, that it fell upon my ear more painfully than the rudest and loudest clamor.

The current would float them rapidly down the stream, so on I urged my faithful nag. Presently I thought I saw a something-the edge of a robe upon the surface. I headed True to the stream. Many a time had I sported on her back in the river, and now the experience thus gained, was to serve me greatly. In an instant we were battling in the current. I struck the water a little below the object which had caught my eye. It took True but a moment or two to reach the centre of the stream. Down towards us came the object-it was Imy! One quick heart-bound as I saw it then, with every sense and nerve strained to their utmost, calm, possessed-I wound one arm around True's neck, and clutched at the body as it came on. I

CHAPTER VII.

RECONCILIATION.

TRAMP, tramp, tramp! Along the gravelled walk they came slowly, heavily. Water, drops and drops along their path. Inanimation and appalling stillness lies stretched among them. With awe and tenderness they come, those who had dragged the river, bearing the body.

Into the hall, with uncovered heads. The bier strikes slightly against the wall, and the outstretched form quivers. Why does it not start? Is that a motion? No, the vibration only of a heavy footfall! Softly, slowly, whisperingly bear it in! Wet clouts hang about it. Little currents fall and course along the floor. His locks are partially exposed-dark, heavy, clinging, beaded yet with river drops.

Ah, Harold! Better, perhaps, so-but terrible fate, inscrutable destiny!

Alas! how soon father and son were united again! They set the body down, and went their way-rough, uncouth fellows, treading softly, speaking low, with tears welling up from their full hearts.

We robed the body decently, wrung out the wet locks, fixed the limbs, and when all was done, I walked away.

I stood still in the hall, as horse's steps came clattering up to the house. Presently the door was thrown open, and Grace, dishevelled, and with wild eyes, and

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