Six hasty strides beyond the place, And down he sat beside the lad, And talked with him of Cain. He told how murderers walked the earth With crimson clouds before their eyes, Its everlasting stain! "And well," quoth he, "I know for truth Their pangs must be extreme – Woe, woe, unutterable woe! Who spill life's sacred stream. For why? Methought, last night I wrought A murder, in a dream! "One that had never done me wrong, A feeble man and old; I led him to a lonely field, The moon shone clear and cold: Now here, said I, this man shall die, And I will have his gold! "Two sudden blows with a ragged stick, One hurried gash with a hasty knife, - "And I took the dreary body up, And cast it in a stream, The sluggish water black as ink, Is nothing but a dream! "Down went the corse with a hollow plunge, And vanished in the pool; Anon I cleansed my bloody hands, And washed my forehead cool, And sat among the urchins young, That evening, in the school. "O Heaven! to think of their white souls, And mine so black and grim! I could not share in childish prayer, "All night I lay in agony, "One stern tyrannic thought, that made All other thoughts its slave! Stronger and stronger every pulse Did that temptation crave, Still urging me to go and see Heavily I rose up, as soon And sought the black, accursed pool And I saw the dead in the river-bed, "With breathless speed, like a soul in chase, I took him up and ran ; There was no time to dig a grave Before the day began ; In a lonesome wood, with heaps of leaves, I hid the murdered man! "And all that day I read in school, And a mighty wind had swept the leaves, "O God! that horrid, horrid dream Besets me now awake! Again - again, with dizzy brain, The human life I take; And my red right hand grows raging hot, Like Cranmer's at the stake. "And still no peace for the restless clay Will wave or mould allow ; The horrid thing pursues my soul, It stands before me now!" That very night, while gentle sleep Two stern-faced men set out from Lynn Through the cold and heavy mist; And Eugene Aram walked between, With gyves upon his wrist. |