Alas! at holiest seasons, even at church The vision haunted me,-of that rare thing, And his surpassing happiness to whom Fate should assign its fellow. Thereupon Sprang up crude notions, vague incipient schemes Of future independence: Not like those Fermenting in the youthful brain of her Maternally, on fashionable system,
Train'd up betimes i' the way that she should go To the one great end-a good establishment. Yet similar in some sort were our views Toward contingent power. 'When I'm a woman I'll have,' quoth I,--so far the will and when Tallied exactly, but our difference lay
Touching the end to be achieved. With me, Not settlements, and pin-money, and spouse Appendant, but in unencumber'd right
Of womanhood-a house and cuckoo clock ! Hark! as I hang reflective o'er my task, The pen fresh nibb'd and full, held idly yet;
What sound comes clicking through the half-closed door, Distinct, monotonous? 'Tis even so;
Years past, the pledge (self-plighted) was redeem'd; There hangs with its companionable voice
The cuckoo clock in this mine house.-Ay, mine; But left unto me desolate."
One quotation more we have room for, equal, so we think, to any thing of the kind in our modern poetry.
"Then-most happy child!
Most favour'd! I was sent a frequent guest, Secure of welcome, to the loveliest home
Of all the country, o'er whose quiet walls Brooded the twin-doves-Holiness and Peace: There with thine aged partner didst thou dwell, Pastor and master! servant of thy Lord, Faithful as he, the labours of whose love Recorded by thy pen, embalm for aye
The name of Gilpin heir'd by thee-right heir Of the saint's mantle. Holy Bernard's life, Its apostolic graces unimpair'd,
Renew'd in William's, virtuous parish priest!
"Let me live o'er again, in fond detail, One of those happy visits. Leave obtain❜d,
Methought the clock stood still. Four hours past noon, And not yet started on our three mile walk!
And six the vicarage tea hour primitive,
And I should lose that precious hour, most prized, When in the old man's study, at his feet Or nestling close beside him, I might sit With eye, ear, soul intent on his mild voice, And face benign, and words so simply wise, Framed for his childish hearer. 'Let us go!'
And like a fawn I bounded on before,
When lagging Jane came forth, and off we went. Sultry the hour, and hot the dusty way,
Though here and there by leafy skreen o'erarch'd- And the long broiling hill! and that last mile When the small frame wax'd weary! the glib tongue Slackening its motion with the languid limbs. But joy was in the heart, howe'er suppress'd Its outward show exuberant; and, at length, Lo! the last turning-lo! the well-known door, Festoon'd about with garlands picturesque, Of trailing evergreens. Who's weary now? Sounding the bell with that impatient pull That quickens Mistress Molly's answering steps To most unusual promptness. Turns the lock- The door uncloses-Molly's smiling face Welcomes unask'd. One eager, forward spring, And farewell to the glaring world without; The glaring, bustling, noisy, parch'd-up world! And hail repose and verdure, turf and flowers, Perfume of lillies, through the leafy gloom White gleaming; and the full, rich, mellow note Of song-thrush, hidden in the tall thick bay Beside the study window !
Through flickering shadows of high-arching boughs, Caught gleams of sunlight on its time-stain'd walls, And frieze of mantling vine; and lower down, Train'd among jasmines to the southern bow, Moss roses, bursting into richest bloom,
Blush'd by the open window.
The venerable lady (her white hair White as the snowy coif,) upon her book Or needlework intent; and near at hand The maiden sister friend (a life-long guest) At her coarse sempstresship-another Dorcas, Unwearying in the work of charity.
“Oh! kindest greeting! as the door unclosed That welcomed the half-bold half-bashful guest; And brought me bounding on at half a word To meet the proffer'd kiss. Oh kindest care! Considerate of my long, hot, dusty walk, Of hat and tippet that divested me,
And clinging gloves; and from the glowing cheek And hot brow, parted back the clustering curls, Applying grateful coolness of clear lymph, Distill'd from fragrant elder-sovereign wash For sunburnt skin and freckled! Kindest care, That follow'd up those offices of love
By cautionary charge to sit and rest
Quite still till tea time.' Kindest care, I trow, But little relish'd. Restless was my rest,
And wistful eyes still wandering to the door, Reveal'd the secret of my discontent,'
And told where I would be. The lady smiled, And shook her head, and said,—
'Well! go your ways And ask admittance at that certain door You know so well.' All weariness was gone- Blithe as a bird, thus freed, away I flew,
And in three seconds at the well-known door Tapp'd gently; and a gentle voice within
Asking Who's there!" 'It's me,' I answer'd low, Grammatically clear. Let me come in.' The gentle voice rejoin'd; and in I stole, Bashfully silent, as the good man's smile, And hand extended, drew me to his chair; And there, all eye and ear, I stood full long, Still tongueless, as it seem'd; love-tempering awe Chaining my words up. But so kindly his, His aspect so benign, his winning art So graciously conforming; in short time Awe was absorb'd in love, and then unchain'd By perfect confidence, the little tongue Question'd and answer'd with as careless case As might be, from irreverend boldness free. True love may cast out fear, but not respect, That fears the very shadow of offence.
"How holy was the calm of that small room! How tenderly the evening light stole in, As 'twere in reverence of its sanctity! Here and there touching with a golden gleam
Book-shelf or picture-frame, or brightening up The nosegay set with daily care (love's own) Upon the study table. Dallying there
Among the books and papers, and with beam Of softest radiance, starring like a glory The old man's high bald head and noble brow- There still I found him, busy with his pen- (Oh pen of varied power! found faithful ever, Faithful and fearless in the one great cause)— Or some grave tome, or lighter work of taste (His no ascetic, harsh, soul-narrowing creed), Or that unrivall'd pencil, with few strokes, And sober tinting slight, that wrought effects Most magical-the poetry of art!
Lovely simplicity! (true wisdom's grace) That condescending to a simple child,
Spread out before me hoards of graphic treasures; Smiling encouragement, as I express'd Delight or censure (for in full good faith I play'd the critic), and vouchsafing mild T'explain or vindicate; in seeming sport Instructing ever; and on graver themes Winning my heart to listen, as he taught Things that pertain to life.
Oh precious seed! Sown early; soon, too soon the sower's hand, The immediate mortal instrument withdrawn, Tares of this evil world sprang thickly up, Choking your promise. But the soil beneath (Nor rock nor shifting sand) retain'd ye still, God's mercy willing it, until his hand, Chastening as fathers chasten, clear'd at last Th' encumber'd surface, and the grain sprang up- But hath it flourish'd?—hath it yet borne fruit Acceptable? Oh Father! leave it not For lack of moisture yet to fall away!"
We have now reached the close of the " Birth-Day," and of this number of Maga, which we are confident will be felt to be a delightful one, were it but for our profuse quotations from this delightful poem. It has already had a pretty wide circulation; but in a few days hence it will have been perused by thousands and tens of thousands, in our pages and by and by the volume itself will find its
way into many a quiet "homestead" seldom visited by books. The plan of the poem might be extended so as to include another season-or age of life. Yet it is now a whole; and we believe that it is best it should remain in its present shape. Let us hope ere long to have another volume.
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