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band's a proud man, he thinks low birth | for. Why, I should be watched at every and vulgarity as bad as murder and steal- turn, and never believed again. I know ing. He thinks I have always been Miss my husband he would be ashamed of Latimer, a gentleman's child, brought up me for the rest of his life: and just because abroad. If he finds out he has been de- he'd never have had the wit to find it out ceived he'll never forgive me, he'll cast me for himself, once he knows it, he'll be findoff. Look here, Mrs. Whitmore," she went ing out lowness and vulgar ways in all I on, vehemently, "I'm not a good woman do and all I say. I'd rather hang myself like you, I find no comfort in church up to that pole, Mrs. Whitmore," she and prayers as you do; if my hus- pointed to the bed -"than live with him band casts me off I can't be left alone in on those terms. No, it's your doing now. the world, I must go to some one else; I Take your choice: I won't speak again till can't live without society and amusement, you've made it-whether I'm to go on I must be worshipped in one way or an- Mrs. Downes to the end, or whether I'm other." to go off in an hour's time with some one else."

"Oh, hush! pray don't think of anything so dreadful.”

Nuna laid her hand on Patty's arm, but Patty broke from her passionately.

"It's all very well for you to call it dreadful, but if I do it, remember you will have driven me to it, Nuna Beaufortyes, you only, you are driving me to shame and destruction, and you're doing it to revenge yourself on me because you think I tried to steal your husband's love from you, and you set up for being good and religious! If I had got him away from you you would have had more right; but when I tell you I failed, what's all your goodness worth? You are as bad as I am after all."

She stopped, exhausted, panting, her words had poured out so rapidly that Nuna could not have been heard if she had spoken.

"Don't talk so madly, I will do anything I can to help you, indeed I will." There was a loving earnestness in her voice, which reached even through the passionate tumult that distracted Patty, "but, Mrs. Downes, you can help yourself best of all; there is only one thing for you to do" - Patty's eyes filled in an instant with despairing hope-"tell the truth; go to your husband, tell him your whole story, and ask him to forgive your deceit. I'm sure he loves you very dearly, and he will forgive you. Love will forgive everything." She looked pleadingly at Patty. A dark sullen look came over the beautiful face.

"You say that because you love and you could forgive, if I could love my husband I might have a chance of his forgiving me. But I don't love him- I can't, I can't; I almost despise him. Could you be forgiven by a man you despise - a man who you feel you can do as you like with? I can only love what I fear: I can't be forgiven taken into favour like a disgraced servant — by a man I've no respect

Nuna stood shocked and silent. Her shrinking from Patty was stronger than ever, and yet a spring of loving compassion was rising up in her heart for this wretched despairing woman.

Patty's eyes were devouring in their impatient expression, but Nuna still stood silent.

"If your husband questions me I must tell the truth," she said at last; "but surely I need not see Mr. Downes again. I tell you that your only chance for real happiness lies in openness to him. Oh, Mrs. Downes, what is it: just a little pain and humiliation soon over, and all that painful, shameful load of concealment gone for ever. Why," - her large dark eyes grew so earnest that Patty quailed before them-"you can't die deceiving your husband. You could not - you must tell him: then why not give yourself happiness now? Ah, you don't know what happiness it is to love your husband! it is much happier to love than to be loved oneself." She had got Patty's hand in both her own.

Mr. Downes came in abruptly: he heard Nuna's last words, and he looked at her: he glanced on to his wife, but she drooped her head, sullenly silent.

"Mrs. Whitmore " - there was more sorrow than anger in his voice — “did you ever know Mrs. Downes as a girl called Patty Westropp?"

Neither of them saw Patty as she stood blanched, shaking with terror. Nuna looked frankly at Mr. Downes.

"If I did, what of it? I knew no harm of her nothing that a man need be ashamed of in his wife and how hard she must have striven to fit herself to be your wife. I am sure she is bitterly sorry for having kept her name from you: the concealment has brought its own punishment. Oh, Mr. Downes, we all make great mistakes in our lives: tell her you forgive

her." There was almost a fervour of lous that Nuna could so easily forgive his earnestness in Nuna's voice. She turned wife. again to Patty, put her arm round her, and kissed her.

But Patty stood sullen, regardless of either Nuna or her husband.

Mr. Downes did not answer: he had kept stern and still while Nuna spoke: now he walked up and down the room with his hands behind him, his eyes bent on the ground. The silence was unbroken the two women stood still while he walked up and down: Nuna wondered what would be the end.

He stopped short at last, and spoke to Nuna.

A thought came to Nuna while he spoke.

"Shall I take Miss Coppock with me, Mr. Downes? Your wife ought not to see her again."

Mr. Downes pressed her hand. "Yes, a good plan. Thank you very much. I'll find her for you."

Mr. Downes went to look, but Patience was no longer in the court-yard the garçon was coming downstairs. "Where is the English lady?" said Mr. Downes.

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The man looked surprised.

"She followed you up-stairs, Monsieur. thought she was with you."

"Mrs. Whitmore, you are a noble woman: you have taught me a lesson to-day. If all I've been told is true, you have as Mr. Downes was very angry with Pamuch to forgive my wife as I have." tience Coppock: just then he would like to Then he turned with a look of sudden ap-have inflicted any punishment on her. peal to Patty.

"Elinor, why don't you speak-why don't you make it easier for both of us? I am ready to forgive you if you will ask me: in return I ask you to try to love me."

"I don't want to be forgiven," she said haughtily.

The door was quietly opened, but they were all too overwrought to notice it

then.

"Don't harden yourself," he said. He looked at Nuna: he seemed to find hope and counsel too in those deep trusting eyes. "Elinor, why not trust me? Do you suppose I want to keep you with me except to make your life a happy one? I don't ask for any words: just give me your hand, and I will take the rest on trust."

Even then she hesitated; but Nuna gently took the trembling, clammy fingers, and drew them towards her husband's hand.

The door shut suddenly it seemed to break the spell that had held them.

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"You do not want me any more? Nuna looked at Mr. Downes. "I am on my way to my husband."

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You will never find him by yourself." He put his hand to his head and thought. "You must let me send my courier with you - indeed you must: he knows where the village is to which your husband was going when he left us;" then, seeing her unwillingness, he whispered, "Surely after that which you have done for me to-day you will let me help you if I can; you do not know how much you have helped

"Some one went up to the second story just now," said the garçon, "it is possible to have been Mademoiselle. No. 7 is the room of Mademoiselle; shall I tell her that Monsieur is waiting?”

"No." Mr. Downes gave his instructions to the courier about Nuna, and then hurried upstairs; he thought he should save time by going himself to Miss Coppock; he was very unhappy, it seemed to him that his wife was in a dangerous reckless temper; he did not want to lose sight of her till she softened.

No. 7 stood at the end of the gallery; he knocked sharply, but there was answer.

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"I have no time for ceremony," he said angrily; he opened the door and went in. Miss Coppock was lying on her bed. "Miss Coppock, I"-but the words stopped, and he stood still paralyzed.

An awful Presence filled the room, and drew his eyes to the upturned face lying there so dreadful in its stillness.

At first this Presence filled his eyes, his mind, so that he could not grasp objects distinctly, and then he saw a phial still held in one lifeless hand; close beside this hand was a paper, it looked like a letter.

Mr. Downes made a great effort to overcome his horror, he stretched out his hand and took this letter from the bed.

It was an old letter, soiled and much worn by folding and refolding; it was written in a boyish crabbed hand- in it was a lock of chestnut hair.

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"My darling Patience," was at the top. Only an old love-letter; poor creature," and then he looked on to the signaTo his worldly notions it seemed marvel-ture "Maurice Downes."

me."

"Oh, my God!" he fell on his knees, then he went down-stairs slowly and heavhis head nearly touching the dead woman. ily to the room where he had left Patty. Who shall describe the utter horror and confusion of thought that came upon him in those awful moments, while he knelt beside the dead body of his old love?

All the bitter upbraidings he had given way to during these last weeks, while he had watched the smiles and looks he most coveted denied to himself and lavished on others, seemed to fall on his heart like stripes; punishment, dealt justly to him in retribution.

CHAPTER LXVII.

A CONFESSION.

PATTY kept aloof from Nuna in sullen, determined silence, and Nuna judged it better to leave her to her husband than to try any outward means of softening this miserable mood. Only while she stood seemingly bent on watching the courier's movements in the court-yard below, as he hurried the stableman's operations, Nuna's lips moved in silent prayer, that Patty might be saved from the fate she seemed to be tempting.

He rose feebly from his knees and staggered to a chair. Clearly, as before the mental sight of one drowning, was the memory of that unexpected return to his father's house and his meeting with Pa- How long Mr. Downes was away! would tience Clayton - - he shuddered as her fresh he never come? He came at last, came young beauty came in one vivid glance; slowly and heavily, and Nuna started at and then more slowly, because harder to the sight of his face it was so white and the belief of the world-hardened con-rigid. science, came back those hours of boyish You must not wait any longer, Mrs. love, of mornings spent in a sort of hun- Whitmore." Then he whispered, "Will gering longing and unrest till he was sure of finding her alone in her little school

room.

How vehemently he had resented his stepmother's conduct; he knew without looking at it again that the crumpled letter, so carefully treasured, was full of passionate love and trust; in it he had vowed to be always true to Patience.

Why was all this so terribly real and present now, and why had it all been so vague and far off and lost out of memory, when he saw her again a friendless girl in London? For a moment it seemed to Maurice Downes, in the terrible remorse that makes any effort, however unreal, possible and needful, that if he had married the girl whose love he had won, it would have been just and righteous. She loved him truly; had any woman ever loved him so well, with so little requital? And then came back those words spoken to him in the court-yard so short a while ago words which he had despised her for uttering, because he disbelieved in them. "There are reasons why I'd still do much for you." And she, with all her wrongs, despised, neglected, had loved him to the end-had lived beside him all these months and seen his love lavished on Patty.

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you start now, and will you say good-bye to me here? I don't want to leave my wife alone; I have told Louis everything, and he will go on with you till you are with Mr. Whitmore. God bless you." He wrung Nuna's hand hard, and his eyes filled with tears; Mr. Downes resolved that she should know nothing of the awful story that had acted itself out so near them all; it was among the few unselfish acts of his life towards anyone but Patty.

Nuna looked at Patty, but there was no movement.

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Good-bye" she said shyly.

Patty gave one hurried, scared look at her: "Good-bye," but she turned away as Nuna made a forward movement.

"I had best go," Nuna whispered to Mr. Downes; "good-bye."

Mr. Downes looked after her as she went down the gallery. Till now he had been too much absorbed to realize Nuna's trouble, but it took a new, serious aspect.

"Poor thing; I hope she will find her husband, but who can say? he may fall ill and die; and be buried next day in one of those out-of-the-way Cévénol_villages, and none of us any the wiser. Poor thing. I wish I could have gone on with her.'

He went back into the room. Patty A feeling of deep indignation rose still stood where he had left her; defiant against his wife. and gloomy.

"She must hear it all. If I confess to her, it may bend her pride."

He got up and forced himself to take one long, fixed look at the poor pale face;

"Come upstairs with me, Elinor," he said, "only for a few minutes."

His love for her guided him rightly so far; nothing but strength of will could

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have kept her from an outbreak of pas- tumultuously; with a sudden cry, she flung herself at his feet, and clasped her arms round him.

He took her hand and kept it firmly clasped while they went upstairs together; and as he felt how unwillingly it rested in his, his heart grew heavier, and sterner thoughts mingled with his desire to keep his wife beside him. But he was too merciful to let her go into the room without a warning.

"Stay a minute, I want to tell you something, Elinor." He did not look at her while he spoke. "I had a most awful shock when I left you just now. Some years ago, a young man and a girl were in love with each other; he forgot his love and the promises he had made to keep true to it worse than that, he was rlch and the girl poor, and when he met her afterwards alone in London, he broke away from her with a few cold words and an offer of money instead of love." Patty raised her head at last and began to listen. "I was that youth, Elinor, but the girl loved on to the end." He stopped, Patty's eyes were fixed on him; something in the solemnity of his tone and look frightened her. "Elinor, all this time she has been living with us, and I never once recognized her."

"Was it Patience?" she whispered, and then she drew away from the door. Instinct and the look in his face told her he was seeking to prepare her for something from which she should shrink.

But he drew her on; they went in handin-hand - these two sinners; for it is sin, though the world may not call it so, to win affection, and then to leave it to wither unrequited both gazing on the awful wreck of passion lying there so still.

For an instant Patty stood white and dumb; then she shrieked out in loud terror, and clung to her husband.

"Oh, Maurice, Maurice, have mercy! Take me away for God's sake, take me, or I shall die—I shall die." She laid her face on his shoulder, but he made no answer; it was only fear, he thought not love that had worked this sudden change.

She shivered and left off screaming; then she glanced up in his face, and the fixed, rigid look she saw there awed her as much as her fear.

"Oh, Maurice, Maurice! for God's sake forgive me if you can."

It seemed to Nuna as if that weary day would never end, and yet, as if she would give much to lengthen it. It was getting dusk when they at length reached the village to which the courier said he had directed the English gentleman when they parted at Clermont. Louis shrugged his shoulders at the notion of still finding Mr. Whitmore there; but he agreed that it was the only way of getting a clue to his further movements.

He left Nuna sitting in the jolting vehicle in which they had come out from Clermont, while he got down to make inquiries at the cabaret. A dirty woman came to the door. Nuna bent forward to listen, but the patois sounded unintelligible.

The look of sudden concern in the courier's face startled her; she scrambled out of the high, clumsy carriage. "What is it?" she asked; "have you heard anything?" The man looked frightened. "What is it?" said Nuna to the woman; "has an English gentleman been here; tell me I'm his wife."

The courier had recovered his wits. "Madame, the gentleman has been here; he is first very ill and then he gets better but before he is recovered he again falls into the same malady, and, Madame, he will perhaps not recover."

A superhuman strength seemed to come to Nuna while she listened.

"He will recover when he sees me; take me where he is," she said to the wo

man.

The woman stared, but she understood the lady's looks better than her words.

Nuna followed her through the dirty mud-floored kitchen, where a wretched animal, more like a jackal than a dog, and some tall lean fowls were feeding together. At the back of this came a close, dirty passage, with a door on each side. One of the doors had a glass top, and this gave light to the passage. The woman opened this door and went in; the glass was so "Elinor," he spoke so coldly, so sadly, smeared that Nuna could not distinguish that all passion seemed hushed at the anything; she held her breath and lissound- 66 we have both helped to do this, tened. She looked so pale and worn, to drive her to madness; but it is easier standing there - this last blow had been for me than for you to know how she suf- worse than all-but suddenly light fered from loving so well, so truly." sparkled in her eyes, a glow rose in her He stopped. Patty's bosom heaved 'cheeks, her whole nature seemed kindling

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with a glory of hope. It was Paul's voice. | for evermore every thought and every Nuna fell on her knees in the dirty little wish of the life bound up in her own.

passage.

"Oh! spare him to me," she prayed, and then such an outspring of thanksgiving that tears came along with it.

She rose up and went gently into the room. Paul lay on a wretched little bed. so pale, so haggard, so unlike her own darling husband, that Nuna's heart swelled in anguish; but the eyes were there unchanged, the eyes that sought hers with a wistful, longing tenderness she had never till now seen in them, and that drew her swiftly on till her arms were round him, and her tears falling fast on the pillow on which he lay.

The woman stared a minute and went away. She thought this husband and wife a strange pair; after so long a parting, not to have one word for each other. She listened outside the door, but she heard only some half-stifled sobs and a murmur of kisses.

"A dumb people, these English," she said; "she never asks him how he finds himself."

She came in again later on with some broth, and to tell the lady that the courier would stay, as it was too late to get back to Bourges that night.

"Comment, Madame," she said; and she looked in amazement at her patient. He was lying propped up, with a look of comfort and rest in his face that she had not seen there before.

A radiance like sunshine filled her eyes. "I suppose, if I were quite to tell the truth" she smiled mischievously, "I would like to keep you always as you are now; you are obliged to be good and obedient, and I'm not going to let you speak another word to-night."

CHAPTER THE LAST.

TIME has been merciful to Dennis Fagg. Only a year since we saw him helpless; now he can limp about on crutches, and his words come easily.

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Kitty," he calls, "come out in the garden, do, old woman, and leave Bobby to fry his supper himself."

Bobby is a good-sized schoolboy now, with redder hair than ever. He has been out catching fish, and objects to trust his precious victims to any cookery but his mother's.

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"Well"-Mrs. Fagg looks lovingly at her greedy darling; his holidays are near ended that it is necessary he should have his own way in all things — “ perhaps, Bob, dear, you've had as many of them perch as is wholesome at a sittin'; so I'll go to father." Then turning a sharp look towards the kitchen as she washes her hands," Have a care, Bob, you don't go asking Anne to cook 'em, it 'ud be like whippin' a dead horse. Why, child, she'd as like as not fry 'em scales and all."

Mrs. Fagg finds Dennis smoking, as he "You shall speak when you've drunk limped up and down the walk, between this," said Nuna smiling; and she kissed the espaliers, laden with their red and the hand she had been holding. "You brown fruit. don't know how I've been practising nursing, darling; you shall be well in a week," and she held the spoon to his lips.

Paul looked and listened in wouder. It seemed to him this could not be the careless, impulsive girl he had left in St. John Street. There was a subdued womanliness, mingled with such a glow of tenderness, it was as if Nuna's timid shrinking love had suddenly blossomed into a full and perfect flower.

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My darling," he said presently, resting his head on her shoulder, with a blissful trust in his eyes that made Nuna's heart almost too full for happiness, "I didn't deserve ever to see you again. Do you really want me to get well? He smiled into the tearful eyes.

That long look seemed to tell Nuna something had gone away out of her love for ever. No more trying to find out what would please or displease her husband. She was in his heart, and she knew

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Kitty," he takes his pipe out of his mouth when she joins him, "since you come back from London, I've heerd nought of Miss Nuna's baby; all your talk has runned on Mr. Whitmore. I mind when he usen't to be such a favourite."

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"A favourite! not he; he's not one of my sort, Dennis; he keeps his talk too much to himself not but what he's a deal altered for the better. I'm real pleased, that I am, to see the care he takes of Miss Nuna, and the store he sets by her; she deserves it every bit - but then we don't always get what we deserve, whether for praise or blame - do us, old man?"

Mr. Fagg had gone on smoking. He takes his pipe out again, and gives a little dry cough, shy of what he is going to say.

"You're right Kitty; but listen here. Don't you mind you never liked me to think weil of Patty Westropp ?" Mrs. Fagg turns her head and makes a sudden

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