: From waging bitter war with him and he, And many more, and all his kith and kin Howbeit I know, if ancient prophecies Thou hast not made my life so sweet to me, For when the Roman left us, and their law I made them lay their hands in mine and swear To reverence the King, as if he were their King, To break the heathen and uphold the Christ, And drawing foul ensample from fair names, And I should evermore be vext with thee Thy lord has wholly lost his love for thee. Than thou reseated in thy place of light, The mockery of my people, and their bane." He paused, and in the pause she crept an inch Nearer, and laid her hands about his feet. Then waiting by the doors the war-horse neigh'd As at a friend's voice, and he spake again: "Yet think not that I come to urge thy crimes, I did not come to curse thee, Guinevere, fierce law, The doom of treason and the flaming death, (When first I learnt thee hidden here) is past. The pang -which while I weigh'd thy heart with one Too wholly true to dream untruth in thee, Made my tears burn-is also past, in part. And all is past, the sin is sinn'd, and I, I cannot take thy hand; that too is flesh, And in the flesh thou hast sinn'd; and mine own flesh, Here looking down on thine polluted, cries know I am thine husband - not a smaller soul, Nor Lancelot, nor another. Leave me that, I charge thee, my last hope. Now must I hence. Thro' the thick night I hear the trumpet blow: They summon me their King to lead mine hosts Far down to that great battle in the west, Where I must strike against my sister's son, Leagued with the lords of the White Horse and knights Once mine, and strike him dead, and meet myself Death, or I know not what mysterious doom. And thou remaining here wilt learn the event; But hither shall I never come again, And while she grovell'd at his feet, She felt the King's breath wander o'er her neck, And, in the darkness o'er her fallen head, Perceived the waving of his hands that blest. Then, listening till those armed steps were gone, Rose the pale Queen, and in her anguish found The casement: "Peradventure," so she thought, "If I might see his face, and not be seen." And lo, he sat on horseback at the door! And near him the sad nuns with each a light Stood, and he gave them charge about the Queen, To guard and foster her forevermore. And while he spake to these his helm was lower'd, To which for crest the golden dragon clung Of Britain; so she did not see the face, Which then was as an angel's, but she saw, Wet with the mists and smitten by the lights, The Dragon of the great Pendragonship Blaze, making all the night a steam of fire. And even then he turn'd; and more and more The moony vapor rolling round the King, Who seem'd the phantom of a Giant in it, Enwound him fold by fold, and made him gray And grayer, till himself became as mist Before her, moving ghostlike to his doom. Then she stretch'd out her arms and cried aloud, "O Arthur!" there her voice brake suddenly, Then as a stream that spouting from a cliff Fails in mid-air, but gathering at the base Re-makes itself, and flashes down the valeWent on in passionate utterance. "Gone-my lord! Gone thro' my sin to slay and to be slain! And he forgave me, and I could not speak. Farewell? I should have answer'd his farewell. His mercy choked me. Gone, my lord the King, My own true lord! how dare I call him mine? The shadow of another cleaves to me, The months will add themselves and make the years, The years will roll into the centuries, Except he mock'd me when he spake of hope; took Full easily all impressions from below, Would not look up, or half-despised the height To which I would not or I could not climbI thought I could not breathe in that fine air That pure severity of perfect light I wanted warmth and color which I found In Lancelot - now I see thee what thou art, Thou art the highest and most human too, Not Lancelot, nor another. Is there none Will tell the King I love him tho' so late? Now ere he goes to the great Battle? none: Myself must tell him in that purer life, But now it were too daring. Ah God, my What might I not have made thy fair world, Had I but loved thy highest creature here? It was my duty to have loved the highest: It surely was my profit had I known: It would have been my pleasure had I seen. We needs must love the highest when we see it, Not Lancelot, nor another." Here her hand Grasp'd, made her veil her eyes: she look'd and saw The novice, weeping, suppliant, and said to her, "Yea, little maid, for am I not forgiven?" Then glancing up beheld the holy nuns All round her, weeping; and her heart was loosed Within her, and she wept with these and said: "Ye know me then, that wicked one, who broke The vast design and purpose of the King. O shut me round with narrowing nunnerywalls, Meek maidens, from the voices crying 'Shame.' I must not scorn myself: he loves me still. Wear black and white, and be a nun like you; Fast with your fasts, not feasting with your feasts; Grieve with your griefs, not grieving at your joys, But not rejoicing; mingle with your rites; Pray and be prayed for; lie before your shrines; Do each low office of your holy house; your dim cloister, and distribute dole To poor sick people, richer in his eyes Who ransom'd us, and haler too than I; And treat their loathsome hurts and heal mine own; And so wear out in almsdeed and in prayer The sombre close of that voluptuous day, Which wrought the ruin of my lord the King." She said: they took her to themselves; and ENOCH LONG lines of cliff breaking have left a chasm ; And in the chasm are foam and yellow sands; Beyond, red roofs about a narrow wharf In cluster; then a moulder'd church; and higher A long street climbs to one tall-tower'd mill; And high in heaven behind it a gray down With Danish barrows; and a hazel-wood, By autumn nutters haunted, flourishes Green in a cuplike hollow of the down. Here on this beach a hundred years ago, Three children of three houses, Annie Lee, The prettiest little damsel in the port, And Philip Ray, the miller's only son, And Enoch Arden, a rough sailor's lad Made orphan by a winter shipwreck, play'd Among the waste and lumber of the shore, Hard coils of cordage, swarthy fishing-nets, Anchors of rusty fluke, and boats up-drawn; And built their castles of dissolving sand To watch them overflow'd, or following up And flying the white breaker, daily left The little footprint daily wash'd away. But she loved Enoch; tho' she knew it not, And all men look'd upon him favorably : He purchased his own boat, and made a home For Annie, neat and nestlike, half-way up The narrow street that clamber'd toward the mill. Then, on a golden autumn eventide, Went nutting to the hazels, Philip stay'd Had his dark hour unseen, and rose and past So these were wed, and merrily rang the bells, And merrily ran the years, seven happy With his first babe's first cry, the noble wish While Enoch was abroad on wrathful seas, In ocean-smelling osier, and his face, Rough-redden'd with a thousand wintergales, Not only to the market-cross were known, In harbor, by mischance he slipt and fell: Altho' a grave and staid God-fearing man, And while he pray'd, the master of that ship Reporting of his vessel China-bound, the place? And Enoch all at once assented to it, So now that shadow of mischance appear'd do? Then Enoch lay long-pondering on his plans; To sell the boat-and yet he loved her well How many a rough sea had he weather'd in her! He knew her, as a horseman knows his horseAnd yet to sell her- then with what she brought Buy goods and stores-set Annie forth in trade With all that seamen needed or their wivesSo might she keep the house while he was Thus Enoch in his heart determined all: Appraised his weight, and fondled fatherlike, Then first since Enoch's golden ring had girt Her finger, Annie fought against his will: For Enoch parted with his old sea-friend, Bought Annie goods and stores, and set his hand To fit their little streetward sitting-room With shelf and corner for the goods and stores. So all day long till Enoch's last at home, Shaking their pretty cabin, hammer and axe, Auger and saw, while Annie seem'd to hear Her own death-scaffold raising, shrill'd and rang, Till this was ended, and his careful hand, The space was narrow, having order'd all Almost as neat and close as Nature packs Her blossom or her seedling, paused; and he, Who needs would work for Annie to the last, Ascending tired, heavily slept till morn. And Enoch faced this morning of farewell Brightly and boldly. All his Annie's fears, Save as his Annie's, were a laughter to him. Yet Enoch as a brave God-fearing man Bow'd himself down, and in that mystery Where God-in-man is one with man-in-God, Pray'd for a blessing on his wife and babes Whatever came to him: and then he said, "Annie, this voyage by the grace of God Will bring fair weather yet to all of us. Keep a clean hearth and a clear fire for me, For I'll be back, my girl, before you know it." Heard and not heard him; as the village girl, Who sets her pitcher underneath the spring, Musing on him that used to fill it for her, Hears and not hears, and lets it overflow. At length she spoke, "O Enoch, you are wise; And yet for all your wisdom well know I That I shall look upon your face no more." "Well then," said Enoch, "I shall look on yours Annie, the ship I sail in passes here (He named the day); get you a seaman's glass, Spy out my face, and laugh at all your fears." But when the last of those last moments came, "Annie, my girl, cheer up, be comforted, Enoch rose, Cast his strong arms about his drooping wife, And kiss'd his wonder-stricken little ones; "Wake him not; let him sleep; how should the child Remember this?" and kiss'd him in his cot, She when the day, that Enoch mention'd, came, Borrow'd a glass, but all in vain: perhaps She could not fix the glass to suit her eye; Perhaps her eye was dim, hand tremulous; She saw him not: and while he stood on deck Waving, the moment and the vessel past. Ev'n to the last dip of the vanishing sail She watch'd it, and departed weeping for him; Then, tho' she mourn'd his absence as his grave, Set her sad will no less to chime with his, For more than once, in days of difficulty |