God only thro' his bounty hath thought fit, Of life -I say, that time is at the doors When you may worship me without reproach; For I will leave my relics in your land, And you may carve a shrine about my dust, And burn a fragrant lamp before my bones, When I am gather'd to the glorious saints. While I spake then, a sting of shrewdest pain Ran shrivelling thro' me, and a cloud-like change, In passing, with a grosser film made thick These heavy, horny eyes. The end! the end! Surely the end! What's here? a shape, a shade, A flash of light. Is that the angel there That holds a crown? Come, blessed brother, come. I know thy glittering face. I waited long; My brows are ready. What! deny it now? Nay, draw, draw, draw nigh. So I clutch it. 'Christ! 'Tis gone 't is, here again: the crown! the crown! So now 't is fitted on and grows to me, Ah! let me not be fool'd, sweet saints: I trust Speak, if there be a priest, a man of God, Among you there, and let him presently Approach, and lean a ladder on the shaft, And climbing up into my airy home, Deliver me the blessed sacrament; For by the warning of the Holy Ghost, I prophesy that I shall die to-night, A quarter before twelve. But thou, O Lord, Aid all this foolish people; let them take Example, pattern: lead them to thy light. THE TALKING OAK. ONCE more the gate behind me falls; Beyond the lodge the city lies, For when my passion first began, The love, that makes me thrice a man, To yonder oak within the field I spoke without restraint, j2 "I swear (and else may insects prick Each leaf into a gall) This girl, for whom your heart is sick, Is three times worth them all; "For those and theirs, by Nature's law, But in these latter springs I saw "From when she gamboll'd on the greens, A baby-germ, to when The maiden blossoms of her teens "I swear, by leaf, and wind, and rain, "Yet, since I first could cast a shade, "For as to fairies, that will flit O, hide thy knotted knees in fern, And from thy topmost branch discern But thou, whereon I carved her name, That oft hast heard my vows, Declare when last Olivia came To sport beneath thy boughs. "O yesterday, you know, the fair "And with him Albert came on his, I look'd at him with joy: As cowslip unto oxlip is, So seems she to the boy. "An hour had past—and, sitting straight, "But, as for her, she stay'd at home, And on the roof she went, And down the way you use to come She look'd with discontent. "She left the novel half-uncut Upon the rosewood shelf; She left the new piano shut: She could not please herself. "Then ran she, gamesome as the colt, And livelier than a lark She sent her voice thro' all the holt "A light wind chased her on the wing, "But light as any wind that blows The flower, she touch'd on, dipt and rose, And turn'd to look at her. "And here she came, and round me play'd And sang to me the whole Of those three stanzas that made you About my 'giant bole'; "And in a fit of frolic mirth She strove to span my waist: Alas, I was so broad of girth, I could not be embraced. "I wish'd myself the fair young beech "Yet seem'd the pressure thrice as sweet As woodbine's fragile hold, Or when I feel about my feet O muffle round thy knees with fern, But tell me, did she read the name "O yes, she wander'd round and round "A teardrop trembled from its source, And down my surface crept. My sense of touch is something coarse, But I believe she wept. "Then flush'd her cheek with rosy light, "Her kisses were so close and kind, That, trust me on my word, Hard wood I am, and wrinkled rind, But yet my sap was stirr'd: "And even into my inmost ring A pleasure I discern'd, Like those blind motions of the Spring, That show the year is turn'd. My little oakling from the cup, And flung him in the dew. "And yet it was a graceful giftI felt a pang within As when I see the woodman lift His axe to slay my kin. "I shook him down because he was The finest on the tree. He lies beside thee on the grass. "O kiss him twice and thrice for mc, Step deeper yet in herb and fern, This fruit of thine by Love is blest, I kiss it twice, I kiss it thrice, But thou, while kingdoms overset, Or lapse from hand to hand, Thy leaf shall never fail, nor yet Thine acorn in the land. May never saw dismember thee, O rock upon thy towery top Balm-dews to bathe thy feet! All grass of silky feather grow- The fat earth feed thy branchy root, The northern morning o'er thee shoot, Nor ever lightning char thy grain, And hear me swear a solemn oath, Will I to Olive plight my troth, Or all the same as if he had not been? For some blind glimpse of freedom work itself Thro' madness, hated by the wise, to law System and empire? Sin itself be found The cloudy porch oft opening on the Sun? And only he, this wonder, dead, become Mere highway dust! or year by year alone Sit brooding in the ruins of a life, Nightmare of youth, the spectre of himself? If this were thus, if this, indeed, were all, Better the narrow brain, the stony heart, The staring eye glazed o'er with sapless days, The long mechanic pacings to and fro, The set gray life, and apathetic end. But am I not the nobler thro' thy love? O three times less unworthy! likewise thou Art more thro' Love, and greater than thy years. The Sun will run his orbit, and the Moon Her circle. Wait, and Love himself will bring The drooping flower of knowledge changed To feel it! For how hard it seem'd to me, When eyes, love-languid thro' half-tears, would dwell One earnest, earnest moment upon mine, Then not to dare to see! when thy low voice, Faltering, would break its syllables, to keep My own full-tuned, - hold passion in a leash, And not leap forth and fall about thy neck, And on thy bosom, (deep-desired relief!) Rain out the heavy mist of tears, that weigh'd Upon my brain, my senses, and my soul ! For Love himself took part against himself To warn us off, and Duty loved of Love O this world's curse, beloved but hated came Like Death betwixt thy dear embrace and mine, And crying, "Who is this? behold thy bride," She push'd me from thee. If the sense is hard To alien ears, I did not speak to theseNo, not to thee, but to myself in thee: Hard is my doom and thine: thou knowest it all. Could Love part thus? was it not well to speak, To have spoken once? It could not but be well. The slow sweet hours that bring us all things good, The slow sad hours that bring us all things ill, And all good things from evil, brought the night In which we sat together and alone, The trance gave way Then follow'd counsel, comfort, and the words That make a man feel strong in speaking truth; Till now the dark was worn, and overhead Among her stars to hear us; stars that hung Spun round in station, but the end had come. O then like those, who clench their nerves to rush Upon their dissolution, we two rose, Live- yet live — THE GOLDEN YEAR. My blessing! Should my Shadow cross thy thoughts Too sadly for their peace, remand it thou O might it come like one that looks content, Far furrowing into light the mounded rack, THE GOLDEN YEAR. WELL, you shall have that song which Leonard wrote: It was last summer on a tour in Wales: been Up Snowdon; and I wish'd for Leonard there, And found him in Llamberis: then we crost Cram us with all," but count not me the herd! To which "They call me what they will," he said: "But I was born too late the fair new forms, That float about the threshold of an age, Like truths of Science waiting to be caughtCatch me who can, and make the catcher crown'd Are taken by the forelock. Let it be. 'Shall eagles not be eagles? wrens be wrens? If all the world were falcons, what of that? Fly happy with the mission of the Cross; Enrich the markets of the golden year. "But we grow old. Ah! when shall all men's good Be each man's rule, and universal Peace Thus far he flowed, and ended; whereupon "Ah, folly!" in mimic cadence answer'd James Ah, folly! for it lies so far away, Not in our time, nor in our children's time, "T is like the second world to us that live; 'T were all as one to fix our hopes on Heaven As on this vision of the golden year." With that he struck his staff against the rocks And broke it, - James, old, but full -you know him, Of force and choler, and firm upon his feet, And like an oaken stock in winter woods, O'erflourish'd with the hoary clematis : Then added, all in heat: "What stuff is this! Old writers push'd the happy season back,The more fools they, -we forward: dreamers both : You most, that in an age, when every hour Must sweat her sixty minutes to the death, Live on, God love us, as if the seedsman, rapt Upon the teeming harvest, should not dip His hand into the bag: but well I know That unto him who works, and feels he I cannot rest from travel: I will drink |