BUT Enoch yearned to see her face again; "If I might look on her sweet face again And know that she is happy." So the thought Haunted and harassed him, and drove him forth At evening when the dull November day Was growing duller twilight, to the hill. There he sat down gazing on all below: There did a thousand memories roll upon him, Unspeakable for sadness. By and by The ruddy square of comfortable light, Far-blazing from the rear of Philip's house, Allured him, as the beacon-blaze allures The bird of passage, till he madly strikes Against it, and beats out his weary life. For Philip's dwelling fronted on the street, The latest house to landward; but behind, With one small gate that opened on the waste, Flourished a little garden square and walled: And in it throve an ancient evergreen, A yewtree, and all round it ran a walk Of shingle, and a walk divided it : But Enoch shunned the middle walk and stole Up by the wall, behind the yew; and thence That which he better might have shunned, if griefs Like his have worse or better, Enoch saw. For cups and silver on the burnished board To tempt the babe, who reared his creasy arms, Now when the dead man come to life beheld To send abroad a shrill and terrible cry, He therefore turning softly like a thief, Lest the harsh shingle should grate underfoot, And feeling all along the garden-wall, Lest he should swoon and tumble and be found, Crept to the gate, and opened it, and closed, As lightly as a sick man's chamber-door, Behind him, and came out upon the waste. And there he would have knelt, but that his knees Were feeble, so that falling prone he dug ALFRED TENNYSON. LOVE'S YOUNG DREAM. O THE days are gone when beauty bright When my dream of life, from morn till night, "T was I that beat the bush, If ever that Dame Nature, Like unto her would make; Let her remember this, To make the other true, No riches now can raise me, Nor yet for want I care; I have lost a world itself, My earthly heaven, adieu ! Since she, alas! hath left me, Falero, lero, loo. GEORGE WITHER. WHY SO PALE AND WAN WHY so pale and wan, fond lover? Will, when looking well can't move her, Pr'y thee, why so pale? Why so dull and mute, young sinner? Will, when speaking well can't win her, Pr'y thee, why so mute? Quit, quit, for shame! this will not move, This cannot take her: If of herself she will not love, Nothing can make her: A word unkind or wrongly taken, O, love that tempests never shook, A breath, a touch like this has shaken! And ruder words will soon rush in To spread the breach that words begin; And eyes forget the gentle ray They wore in courtship's smiling day; And voices lose the tone that shed A tenderness round all they said; Till fast declining, one by one, The sweetnesses of love are gone, And hearts, so lately mingled, seem Like broken clouds, or like the stream, That smiling left the mountain's brow, As though its waters ne'er could sever, Yet, ere it reach the plain below, Of all the operas that Verdi wrote, The best, to my taste, is the Trovatore; The moon on the tower slept soft as snow; The emperor there, in his box of state, Where his eagles in bronze had been. The empress, too, had a tear in her eye : For one moment, under the old blue sky, To the old glad life in Spain. Well there in our front-row box we sat And both were silent, and both were sad; - So confident of her charm! I have not a doubt she was thinking then I hope that, to get to the kingdom of heaven, Meanwhile, I was thinking of my first love As I had not been thinking of aught for years; Till over my eyes there began to move Something that felt like tears. I thought of the dress that she wore last time, Of that muslin dress (for the eve was hot); And the jasmine flower in her fair young breast ; I thought of our little quarrels and strife, And the letter that brought me back my ring; And it all seemed then, in the waste of life, Such a very little thing! For I thought of her grave below the hill, Which the sentinel cypress-tree stands over: And I thought, "Were she only living still, How I could forgive her and love her!" And I swear, as I thought of her thus, in that hour, And of how, after all, old things are best, That I smelt the smell of that jasmine flower Which she used to wear in her breast. It smelt so faint, and it smelt so sweet, You'd have said that her fancy had gone back Like the scent that steals from the crumbling sheet again, Where a mummy is half unrolled. |