BUT where to find that happiest spot below, Who can direct, when all pretend to know? The shudd'ring tenant of the frigid zone Boldly proclaims that happiest spot his own; Extols the treasures of his stormy seas, And his long nights of revelry and ease: The naked negro, panting at the line, Boasts of his golden sands and palmy wine, Basks in the glare, or stems the tepid wave, And thanks his gods for all the good they gave. Such is the patriot's boast, where'er we roam, His first, best country, ever is at home. And yet, perhaps, if countries we compare, And estimate the blessings which they share, Though patriots flatter, still shall wisdom find An equal portion dealt to all mankind; As different good, by art or nature given, To different nations makes their blessing even. OLIVER GOLDSMITH. THE HOMES OF ENGLAND. The stately Homes of England, The deer across their greensward bound And the swan glides past them with the sound The merry Homes of England! What gladsome looks of household love There woman's voice flows forth in song, The blessed Homes of England! That breathes from Sabbath hours! Solemn, yet sweet, the church-bell's chime THERE is a dungeon in whose dim drear light What do I gaze on? Nothing: look again! Two forms are slowly shadowed on my sight, Two insulated phantoms of the brain : It is not so; I see them full and plain, An old man and a female young and fair, Fresh as a nursing mother, in whose vein The blood is nectar: but what doth she there, With her unmantled neck, and bosom white and bare? Full swells the deep pure fountain of young life, Where on the heart and from the heart we took Our first and sweetest nurture, when the wife, Blest into mother, in the innocent look, Or even the piping cry of lips that brook No pain and small suspense, a joy perceives Man knows not, when from out its cradled nook She sees her little bud put forth its leaves What may the fruit be yet? I know not - Cain was Eve's. But here youth offers to old age the food, The milk of his own gift: it is her sire To whom she renders back the debt of blood Born with her birth. No! he shall not expire While in those warm and lovely veins the fire Of health and holy feeling can provide Great Nature's Nile, whose deep stream rises higher Than Egypt's river;- from that gentle side Drink, drink and live, old man! Heaven's realm - Mountains and seas divide us, but I claim No tears, but tenderness to answer mine: Go where I will, to me thou art the same, A loved regret which I would not resign. There yet are two things in my destiny, — A world to roam through, and a home with thee. The first were nothing, had I still the last, And mine is not the wish to make them less. If my inheritance of storms hath been I have sustained my share of worldly shocks, Mine were my faults, and mine be their reward, My whole life was a contest, since the day That gave me being gave me that which marred The gift, -a fate, or will, that walked astray: And I at times have found the struggle hard, And thought of shaking off my bonds of clay: But now I fain would for a time survive, If but to see what next can well arrive. Kingdoms and empires in my little day I have outlived, and yet I am not old; And when I look on this, the petty spray Of my own years of trouble, which have rolled Like a wild bay of breakers, melts away: Something I know not what - does still uphold A spirit of slight patience;—not in vain, Perhaps the workings of defiance stir Within me, -or perhaps of cold despair, Brought on when ills habitually recur, Perhaps a kinder clime, or purer air, (For even to this may change of soul refer, And with light armor we may learn to bear,) Have taught me a strange quiet, which was not The chief companion of a calmer lot. Yet this was not the end I did pursue; I have outlived myself by many a day : And for the remnant which may be to come, My feelings farther. - Nor shall I conceal For thee, my own sweet sister, in thy heart Mother, mother, thou art kind, Thou art standing in the room, In a molten glory shrined, That rays off into the gloom! But thy smile is bright and bleak, I sob in it, and grow weak. Ghostly mother, keep aloof Earth's warm-beating joy and dole! Little sister, thou art pale! Ah, I have a wandering brain; And my thoughts grow calm again. Dear, I heard thee in the spring, Thee and Robert, through the trees, When we all went gathering Boughs of May-bloom for the bees. What a day it was, that day! Hills and vales did openly Seem to heave and throb away, Till the pleasure, grown too strong, I sat down beneath the beech But the sound grew into word As the speakers drew more near Sweet, forgive me that I heard What you wished me not to hear. Do not weep so, do not shake— O, I heard thee, Bertha, make Good true answers for my sake. Yes, and he too ! let him stand In thy thoughts, untouched by blame. Could he help it, if my hand He had claimed with hasty claim! Had he seen thee, when he swore Then I always was too grave, Liked the saddest ballads sung, With that look, besides, we have In our faces who die young. I had died, dear, all the same, Life's long, joyous, jostling game Is too loud for my meek shame. We are so unlike each other, Thou and I, that none could guess We were children of one mother, But for mutual tenderness. Thou art rose-lined from the cold, And meant, verily, to hold Life's pure pleasures manifold. I am pale as crocus grows Close beside a rose-tree's root! Whosoe'er would reach the rose, Treads the crocus underfoot; |