III. The old man felt the fresh air o'er him blowing And while he sate, nor saw; a timorous foot And as she gazed the hot unconscious tears Flowed fast and full—her heart was far away! Thro' change and care, and long and bitter years. How had lorn Memory sickened for this day! And now * * * * * * * * * * IV. Our life is as a circle—and our age Turns to the thoughts and feelings which engage In our young morn the vision and the vow, For manhood's years are restless, and we learn A bitter lesson--bitterer for the truthWhich suits not with the golden dreams of youth, And wearies us in age and so we yearn, Sated and pallid, for Boyhood's bliss once more. But ere the world forsakes us-on we flow Passive and reckless with its mingling tide Till night comes on—and passions which betray'd Our reason, quit the ruins they have madeThe winds are lull’d--the hurrying waves subside And leave upon the lone and sterile shore The baffled bark their wrath had wreck'd before.-- V. Slight is our love in age to thoughts which bear Man's ruder lot of conflict and of care-- As roves from gaudier tints the aching eye VI. There, as a river in its hidden course, Mighty and secret thro' his spirit flow'd The inspirations none but God might see, The cave their channel, and the rock their source, But rolling on to Immortality Old-blind-deserted--lone amid the crowd,No hopes---save those of heaven---upon the earth,-Amid the wrecks of Freedom only free, Cold-rapt-estrang’d amid that courtly mirth Where Pleasure lent the veil to Tyranny, He stood—like some grey Column far away From life—and crumbling in its proud decayThere wildest flowerets bloom—and nightly there Wails with mysterious voice the wandering Air-Amid the stars—the dews--the eternal hills--And the far voices of the dashing rills-- * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Amid the haunted darkness of the night, * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Beneath a church's chancel there were laid A great Man's bones,--and when the crowd was gone, An aged woman, in black robes arrayed, Lingered and wept beside the holy stone. None knew her name, or land; her voice was sweet, With the strange music of a foreign tongue:--Thrice on that spot her bending form they meet, Thrice on that stone are freshest garlands hung. On the fourth day she came not; and the wreath, Look'd dim and withered from its odorous breath; And if I err not wholly, on that day, A soul that loved till death, had passed away! THE END OF MILTON. 363 ON THE VANITY OF SMALL SUCCESSES. Ergo hominum genus incassum frustràque laborat LUCRET. Lib. 5.1. 1429. Sick, wearied, worn; the harsh Ixion wheel Within the heart shall have a moment's rest; And thoughts---deep thoughts, I would but rarely feel, Shall not be now represt. Out on this curse of earth! we toil—we yearn, We coil and shrivel the smooth heart with care ; We make each hour a task-And our return ?-- Go-ask our tombs-'tis there ! O God, that from this small and wizard ring The pent but all-impatient soul could strain ! Lo! round the air-within the exulting wing-- Why this eternal chain ? We see-we feel--we pant---and we aspire, Ay; for one hour we dream we have arisen ; Earth fades below---we wake - behold the mire, And grating of our prison ! |